It caught up to me!

It's interesting how fast things catch up to me. I didn't exactly expect it to be almost 20 days between updates, but that's how it happens sometimes I suppose.

I guess I just figured I didn't have much to say. And I hate forcing out ideas. Blah. I'll get something up soon. As soon as something pisses me off, I'll write about it.

The Narrow-Minded Trap.

Recently, two separate people, on two separate occasions called me "narrow-minded." This startled me. As both people who brought it up are two of my close friends, and they also hate each other to be honest. Anyway, the first time was about a comment I made on someones hair. It was shaved all the way down, except for a strip in the middle, like a mohawk. Except it was only maybe a quarter inch long. I said it looked "dopey." The second time was a little more heated. We were having a conversation on socialized medicine. My stance was opposite hers, and I was called "narrow-minded" for not seeing her side.

These two instances happened within a few weeks of each other, and I have never been called narrow-minded before, so I took some pause to contemplate it all recently. Partly because I was afraid that perhaps it was true, and the other reason (more to the point) I wanted them to be wrong.

See, the problem with this statement is that it is an under-handed insult. It's a simple way to get out of an argument with someone that you don't want to be in. Just like "I don't want to argue but..." It falls under the same category. There is no real way to prove otherwise. How can I (or you, if you ever find yourself in a similar situation) prove that I am open to new ideas? Truly, I cannot. The only way to prove that you are open-minded to this person is to declare yourself defeated, and they are correct. A silly, if not even preposterous solution.

The other part of the problem with trying to end arguments with the narrow-minded trap is that it instills within the speaker a sense of intelligence. "See?" They are saying to themselves "Open-minded people think this way, and open-minded people are intelligent. Therefor, you are not intelligent because you do not agree with me." Again, who is to say that the listener is not intelligent? What if I just flat-out disagree with them? I know this might sound wild, but it's entirely possible that people of equal intelligence can think different ways. Crazy.

One final point before I leave you, if you are close-minded about certain things, so what? I know it means nothing to me if you won't listen to music that I like. It means nothing if you don't want to watch movies that I think are good. Hell, it means nothing to me if you stop reading this blog because you do not like my ideas. It has no real affect on me or anyone else.

And remember, you can always just say it back.

I speak of futures not immantent, but underway.

It wasn't supposed to be this way.

It was one of those days yesterday. I spent a lot of time running around to get ready for an evening. The evening itself was great. But I have run into a huge issue.

I didn't realize that I was hurting some people. It was something completely unintentional. Something that I had no desire to do at all. I feel awful. Truly awful. For as good as my evening turned out, it was not worth hurting those who I cared about. I really don't know what to do. At all. Maybe time will fix it, I hope so.

I took advantage of a situation that I shouldn't have. Of people who I shouldn't have.

There isn't enough that I can say, and I feel that my grasp on our language stops me from really getting any further with portraying my feelings.

I am sorry.


I never felt like crying oceans before...

Bah.

No, I'm not updating today. Sorry. Just too busy with things right now. Getting back from the trip, and going to school. I'm just really busy, so this will not be like, a topical update, just a what's going on thing.

Like I said, I'm back. The trip was absolutely great. I'm still on a bit of a buzz, actually. We had a ridiculous time. Some cool things happened, which at some time, I'll relate to you.

Gah, cannot think. Too much to do. I am having a party tonight, and I have a birthday party tomorrow night that I must attend.

Oh! I got a new phone. It's a BlackJack. So, I wanna get some little programs for it. If anyone knows some good stuff or sites to get the good stuff, lemme know.

Until Monday!

I fall to bits

Again,

Not much of an update. Expect a real one Friday. Sorry about this. But I'm not sorry about having a kick ass vacation.

all I ever wanted

Don't worry, if anything were to happen, there are two lifeboats aboard.

No, there isn't really an update. I'm on vacation. Just know, however, that I am having a grand time.

Do something for me boys, if I should die at sea boys, write a little note boys, set if off afloat saying, "Bless you, bless you, all of you pretty girls."

Wait...when did this happen?

So, since when did being a nerd become cool? Did Napoleon Dynamite do this? What the hell? I mean, we've spent our entire lives not being cool, not being hip, and the whole concept that our culture has suddenly become "in" well, it's unsettling.

So, I've decided to come up with a way that helps us weed out the people who have just jumped on the bandwagon. It's a simple quiz. And if you doubt for one second that I do not have the credentials to make this quiz, you are sorely mistaken. You are currently reading the blog of someone who has spent many a Saturday night de-fragging a hard drive. Ready?

1. Have you ever actually opened your computer to fix or upgrade anything?

2. Have you ever sat through and watched at least 5 hours of Star Trek in one sitting? (Bonus points if you organized a marathon!)

3. Firefox or IE?

4. Do you have a miniature figure of any character?

5. Have any game systems? (And no, the NES the family had when you were a kid does not count. Virtually everyone had an NES growing up.)

6. Built a model?

7. Bonus! Leia or Amidala?

No, there is no score. Just stop telling me you watched Transformers when you were a kid, so that make you a nerd. It doesn't work like that.

Fuckers.

Also, updates might be coming for a week. Things will be shaky given my position on or over the Atlantic.

you may be drawn by sight